
WOW!!!!!! Ten years ago today, I was holding my brand new baby boy!!!! My first born!!!! :) What a wonderful and memorable moment that was!!!!! I will never forget that feeling, nor will I ever forget being pregnant w/him!!!! It was one of the greatest, best times of my life!!!! I remember the dr. placing him in my arms! He looked a lot like his mommy, but had cousin Taylor's mouth and daddy's ears! He was from that moment and continues to be one of the most precious things in my life!!!! I remember when the actress Heather Locklear had her daughter Ava (I read this in a magazine) - Heather said, "someone took my heart and gave it arms and legs." I can identify!!!! Even now, ten years later, it is like my heart is out there and has two names - Jackson and Jacob! I don't know how it gets any easier watching your children grow. I know people have done it and continue to do it every day, but I feel a "slight" sadness of the thought of Jack turning 10!!!!! It is a selfish sadness. I don't want him to know! He HAS to grow up and turn into a young man and find his way in the world. This I know, but it is soooo difficult to step aside and let him do this - watch him do this!!!! I guess to explain it best I will write a few lines of the Billy Ray Cyrus song, "Get ready, get set, don't go!" He wrote it about his daughter, Miley, but I think many of us parents can identify! Maybe you have heard the song. If not, check it out, it is pretty good! :)
Here are a few lines and they explain how Jack's mommy feels to a certain degree! :)
"He says things are fallen into place, feels like they're fallen apart.
I paint this big ol' smile on my face, to hide my broken heart!
If only he knew.
This is where I don't say what I want so bad to say.
This is where I want to, but I won't get in the way.
Of him and his dreams, and spreadin' his wings!"
"He's at the startin' line of the rest of his life,
as ready as he's ever been.
Got the hunger and the stars in his eyes,
the prize is his to win.
He's waitin' on my blessings before he hits
that open road............................
BABY, GET READY, GET SET.................................................DON'T GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JACKSON!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))